You are who you are

sigh

2011-01-18T10:30:00.000-08:00

something is wrong....when you cant make time for those you love.

Like a Lizard basking in the sun...

2010-09-21T03:07:00.000-07:00

Lying in bed, he was deep in thought. Windows opened and the smell of fresh air, grass and the occasional smell of flowers tickles his nose as they fall from their branches. Birds, their melodic tunes like a perfectly crafted piece of music from God made him sway side to side on bed, as if in a trance like dance. The sun, warm and symbolizes joy itself hits his face, highlighting the evident curl of his lips which form the smile. All this contributed to that beautiful afternoon nap that made him realize that life is beautiful, even in a forsaken place like Launceston.

And then, as if a fuse gone off, something deep within sparked and reality hits him hard.

DS. AT2. Last Tute.

Stranger

2010-08-22T21:49:00.001-07:00

and so it begins, doubt growing like a cancer of the soul. Slowly ebbing its way into the heart, eating at every memory cherished. Like a disease, it does not pity, it is not prejudiced; it just attacks regardless of circumstance, ferociously like an animal which crushes every bone and structure of the heart.
Prayer. Does not go through, this Godforsaken place, like a firewall of some sort, blocking every passion, faith and righteousness. Hardened, selfish and insensitive. And so, i stare at the mirror and see him staring back at me. A stranger, lost and afraid, angry and alone, forsaken by all.

Music

2010-04-25T19:54:00.000-07:00

All i needed was some good music, and my passions are coming back,slowly but surely. Oh, life is so beautiful when it is filled with music. and good sports.

Mixcraft fun: first try

2010-04-25T19:21:00.000-07:00

Interior submission

2010-04-20T07:31:00.000-07:00

We need to make a feature with contemporary lace as our concept. Well, i just randomly came up with some crap. Then bullshitted. And ta da! bullshit is the result. :D

Everyones work

Tribal patterns. Prove that im from sarawak. keke

One of the bullshit is that the piece in the middle can be rotated and customized and arranged differently creating different effects on the objects displayed and forming shadows enriched by the complexity of the layers. SO BULLSHIT RIGHT? :D

Stand alone lamp which can be taken out.

Ps: Sorry Sam and jeanette for using the laser router till u cant use it :D. Well at least the work produce was not bad right??? :D

:P

2009-06-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

I guess its time to blog again. mainly as a journal i can look back to.
I realise that with a blog i want to take pictures, and with that more memories are kept? :D
so yea, time to start blogging again.

Haha

2009-03-10T08:15:00.000-07:00

U noe everytime i see this poster...i see Race to WHICH mountain
hahaha, can u imagine the rock saying "eh...Race to WHICH mountain ar?"
sounds like a very confusing movie with confusing ppl, lost in the mountains, screaming hysterically, WHICH MOUNTAIN???
lol.

Untitled

2009-03-08T01:02:00.000-08:00

its amazing how half a year can change someone so much.
to the extent tht he doesnt understand himself.
expectations. kills.

Omg, i just realised how nice my balcony is. :D Was playing guitar looking at the sunset. For once in a long time i played guitar for about 30 mins. If my fingers wasnt freezing i would hav played for hours like i normally do.
Hee, im starting to fit into the new house. Pics in the next post. :D

"U where got so deep."
ull be surprised. Im just a mysterious box tht refuses to be unlocked.

Time to learn something new...

classical guitar? drawing? or electric guitar? or piano. hmmmm.
N its time to get fit and go gym too. :D
time to get off my ass and do something useful.

2009

2009-01-15T06:36:00.000-08:00

fine. ill post. as promised. hee

2008 is gone. So much has happened. Some bad, some good. Yet the only important thing we all have to ask ourselves is, do u have any regrets?

Well, if the answer is no, then 2008 is great. If its yes, then its time to make a new resolution my friends..which is: Live LIFE to the fullest. For it onli comes once.

be happy. do things with passion! make full use of ur time. N enjoy every moment of it.
Be it the rain, the sun, the way the water falls of the roofs into puddles making delightful plip plop sounds.
Enjoy it all. for life is beautiful.

hmm, so wat hav i been doing b4 this post in kch? sad to say, nth much la. Hanging out with my family, mulu, waterfalls etc. Will put some pics or vids up soon la.

So, end this post with some resolutions ive thought of keeping:

1) Live life to the fullest....dowan to be hypocrite ma.
2) Keep close to the ppl important to me
3) Acquire skills tht ive been longing for...includes improving those i have
4) Doing things...wild extreme and exciting things
5) Change ppls lives
6) Be a better christian
7) Be kind to everyone and not judge

and thts about all i can think for now. And man...thts a hard list to keep. But ill try my best to do it.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.

Happy bday One hole

2008-11-18T10:02:00.001-08:00

Bday boy. cock hair look. lol.

hey man...
happy bday to the loudest, talkative, dirtiest but good and loyal fren Goh Wan Hoe. ur a lucky ass cause ur in penang or u will hav the biggest rape of ur life. But then again, i somehow have this feeling tht u will enjoy it. n thinking of tht grosses me out. haha

anyway, happy bday dude. hav a fun one.

Ben loman. ah beng look.

Excited look. Or izit horny look...ohh shit.

dun emo. catch nemo. <--- ???. i remember someone said tht to me b4. sweat... so...yea. go catch nemo. HAHA.

The Flights: 1st leg

2008-11-12T23:09:00.000-08:00

i hate flying. well, i used to like it, till jetstar cancelled my sydney to kl flight n changed it to sydney darwin then singapore. Well, this is my path back home:

Launceston ---> Sydney: 2 hours
At Sydney, 2 days 2 nights
At Sydney airport, 4 hours
Sydney ---> Darwin: 6 hours
At Darwin, 5 hours
Darwin ---> Singapore: 5 hours
At Singapore, One night
Singapore ---> JB: 1 hour
At JB, 2 hours
JB ---> Kuching: 1 hour 30 min.
At Kuching airport, 10 min

:p

i hate flying. if not of tim i would hav died. we were half dead at darwin. butthen it was quite fun too. talking shit all the way. :D

So. my first leg of the journey. Launceston to Sydney. Left my dear dear, miss u so much and say bye bye to ariff they all....gonna miss u guys too. but not as much as my dear dear :P. Then, fly lo.

so nice to see my sis again. but first thing she say when she saw me was not "hey!!! *hug*" or "im so happy to see u!",.....she said "omg! ur hair, so long and ugly" (somewhere along those lines). :P bleh.

Oh, i go sydney to stay with my sis. To visit sydney for 2 days. So, wads the first thing ppl think of when they think of Sydney. The beautiful-from-far-but-nothing-special-close-up Sydney Opera house
laaaa. :D

so first day, go circular quay with my sis. Thts this seaport thing where the opera house and harbour bridge is at. N so many big buildings wei!! i damn sakai...ooo aaaa at everything. haha.

"asian!! ooooo"
"tall building, ooo"
"opera house, waaaa"
"train!! waaaa"

like a katak di bawah tempurung masuk ke dalam kampung (mix of two peribahasa). :P

whoops. pic wrong way. tilt ur head la. it isnt hard. :P

OMG! Sydney Opera house!

Sydney Harbour Bridge looks like im holding tht yellow taxi boat eh? credit goes to my sis...

Circular quay. Beautiful mannn. :D n LOOK!!! Tall buildings. oooo.
Got boats going to zoos and beaches. i Want to go. but no time. mebbe next time. hee

Along circular quay also got those street performers. Like swallow sword la, blabla. Tht day all i saw was abo music. Reminds me of the Uruk-hai in Lord of the Rings.

Pose of the day. Three times dy. LOL

OOPs. tilt tilt. Me n my sis. Do we look alike?

The story behind this pic is i saw someone with a BIG camera. Then he take picture of sydney opera house like this. Then i saw and was like, oo...proffessional photographer, must be he take good photographs so i follow him and take this pic too. i was planning to follow him summore, but my sis say i crazy. So, nice ke the photo? ;P

Me and my sis again :P

After a while, i got sick of opera house. haha. so we went n walk around looking for things to eat and go to something like salamanca market. Bought smth for my dear (its a surprise). Then we go to the city.

This is lindt chocolate. hee. look. my lousy shit ass phone. hope motorola pays me for advertising the shitty phone.

Some pavillion thingy. was trying to lure the pigeon to me so i could grab it. but pigeons are smarter than they look.

Ornamentation to the max babe. Tim sure like one.

Had stomach ache. then chun chun pass marriot hotel. So go shit there lo. haha. very grand the inside. n im wear so "low-class" and hav long scruffy hair with a army cap on. But i acted well, i walked in, nodded at the doorman like im some important persons son. lol. 5-star shitting experience in sydney.
im so happy to hav left my mark at such a grand place. :P
no pics of the inside though. cant blame me la. i sakit perut ba, still got time take pictures meh.

Salamance market?

Last of all we go Hyde park, some famous park la in the city. Got fountain, got gothic building n lots of purple trees! i love the purple trees!

Gothic building and fountain at hyde park.

Whos that pokemon!!! Its Squirtle! squirrrrtle squirrrtle....

I called this the gay fountain. Then i realised the other dude is not a guy. but a minotaur. thts gross man.
My sis say hes fighting the minotaur. Butthen i think differently. I mean, common la...look at the bloody pose. :P

Can u see the uncanny resemblence? Just tht cant see my wee wee n no water shooting out my ass like some peacock. :P

we lied on the grass for a while. damn nice n relaxing. N all the ang mohs all wearing bikinis and all
wawaweeee.. but then instead of looking at them, i called trolley and toked to her. im such a good boy, no?

Thats all for now. :P
1st day of sydney done. bleh. with such slow connection, i feel even lazier to blog. though now ive got lots of stuff to blog.

PS: i din hav a memory card for my camera. so i had to take pictures with caution. :D. explains also y i din take crazy lots of pictures and after sydney no more pics...pics of me n tim half dead. :D

My congested brain

2008-10-30T00:06:00.000-07:00

So....what have i been up to for these two three days?
ive been studying....
so now lets look at the current state of my brain....

I look hot

ooo...sylar. haha. lets take a closer look....

BUILDINGS. LOTS AND LOTS OF THEM!

for history i have to study 200+ buildings!! this is my brain. See...buildings! got louis sullivans carson pirie scott and then got le corbusier. i eat, sleep breathe historical buildings!!
hmm...but wads tht at the left corner.....

oo la la..at least i noe im still straight. luckily the test is 2moro so no more studying buildings anymore after 2moro...or i might end up having weird fetishs for hot, big, rectillinear dudes with engaged columns in them.

isnt he something

man...my photoshop skill sux. haha. and...the pics just dont make sense do they...im wearing a suit to study and tht library is so old school. :P n my brain n blood looks so cutely drawn the picture is probably rated 1 SG (not 18SG)

and and...actualli not my entire brain covered in buildings la. at the back of my brain got one big big picture.
yilin?? guo yi la. dope.

ON A SIDE NOTE: 12 days more then go home. hehehehahahahoho

Story

2008-10-28T19:04:00.000-07:00

assignments no more. heh. now just left htd...which im studying at such a slow pace. Im taking a break now so ill just write an impromptu story.

2012. The end of the world. He awoke hastily, made it to the kitchen without distraction and took in what would be his last stale breakfast. It has always been stale..but not for long. He smiled. The end is near.
He walked up the stairs, passed the portrait of him back in 2008; a picture of him when he was still living, when he was still a human. One cannot recognise his now pale and cold complexion.\
he walked into his living area, turned on his comp and clicked...warcraft: frozen throne. that was a routine...what else could he do during the day but play games. a few games of dota will kill time easily he thought.
he looked at his watch. and then had a thought...
his best fren. or his former best fren to be exact. they had fought for years...but it will come to an end. soon. very soon.
he smiled yet again. for his clock hit 12 midnight. Grabbing his cloak he stepped out into the night. Looked up. The sky was red. Red...the colour of blood. he laughed...
the end of the world. The night which lasts forever. The era where he and his kind would rule over all...the era of vampires. no more stale breakfasts and he could finally kill the werewolf he once called best fren. Its time. time to feed....

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he fed all night. Satisfied, he started heading back home out of pure habit. Then he remembered, and laughed. the sun aint coming up again. and as he walked and danced.
suddenly he felt himself burning. the sun was rising. BUT how could this be!! bewildered he frantically tried to find a place to hide but no place was hidden by the sun rays, and he was already melting. y???
then he remembered, he travelled around the earth and everytime he passed a time zone he moved his clock one hour back. so, when he reached back here, it was actualli a day early. oops. die lo.

moral of the story. ppl may say 2012 is the end of the world, true or not, dun lose track of life and wait for it to happen, but instead treat everyday as the last day and make full use of it. Live life to the fullest and be happy everyday. anddd....stay away from vampires??

there,...a lame story for u all. :P

If i had three wishes....

2008-10-22T14:03:00.001-07:00

i would ask for "sleep"

then...
live would be so good i wont have to use the other two wishes

right now...All i want is SLEEP!!

note to self: 2o more days to.......
Pappy, mummy, fatty boy, kolo mee, laksa, gubak mee, satay, blablabla, lai chi kan, teh c peng tiga lapis, comfy couch, tv
HOME SWEET HOME!!! :P

Home

2008-10-17T05:35:00.001-07:00

Just listened to Chris Daughtry, Home.
"Im going home, to a place where i belong!!!"

haha. just thinking of Stepping into Kuching and the stuff ill do with my family and frens put a smile on my face. I already can imagine every single detail of my return...

26 days and counting

Responsibility

2008-10-16T11:40:00.000-07:00

"A promise. must always be kept."

Responsibility. theoretically, it is an obligation to carry out a task or duty to the finish and to be accountable for every action.

Sons should honour fathers. And be mindful of language and behaviour for i feel that a son reflects his father. What sort of image of your father are you portraying through your actions? swearing has a limit to it. so if ur swearing a lot, be ashamed. back to the point....sons have the responsibility to make his parents proud. To study is also an obligation to the parents. For they have paid your tuition fees with all their hard earned cash....that has been the reason why i have studied my whole life. Why stop now?

Friends. Friends should be responsible in looking after their friends. In all aspects. To think of others before themselves.

Responsibility to one self.

responsibility to ur love one.

responsibility to God. to be righteous in every way.

Generally, in every thing, in every task, you must do it. with all effort, strength, so that people may trust in you and may rely on you.

Lately, i have been irresponsible. In lots of things. N for that im sorry. sorry to my parents, who have always taught me that one of the most important thing in life is to be responsible. sorry to any frens who was affected. sorry to myself and sorry to God.
the irresponsible things, i wont say wat it is for it is irrelevant, wat matters is, i promise to be as responsible as my thin body allows me to.

And as i said, promises......must always be kept.

Last project

2008-10-15T11:22:00.000-07:00

its the last project...
the last one..then go back msia....
this is the first time i feel so stressed...
so this is how stress realli feels eh?...
my mind blank now la. bleh.
first time i just cant design...n then when i can, i cant draw it on paper and i cant get it up on sketchup or archicad.

2moro got interim n i got nth. i dowan to come up with some shit just to show the tutor. blehhhhh
arghhh.....this feeling sux...im totally lost dunno wat to do le.

i feel lost. in everything. in life.
hmmmm....11 nov......can i just sleep thru everything until 11 nov??

damn, such an emo post. :P

hmmmmmmmm

2008-10-11T19:25:00.000-07:00

hope i can get my electives. kinda din noe about it till the next day. blur me.
heh. anywayyyyyy,
those that saw it n noe about it, next time sumthing important like this tht has to do with my future pls la call me n tell me. or call me then help me write....as frens shuld do tht ma. n not just me. the rest too.
i dunno la. its been a boring sem cause we all diff group this year in DC. ...now cause we all want interior can go class together butthen now looks like me n trolley n now tim ditinggal, hav to take sumthing else. hehe. dunno wat lo. oh well... :P

haha. so long din update.

well, all i gotta say now is
HAPPY BDAY E!
i will do a post on u soon k?
:P

ps: i din forget nish....i smsed...but then realised it din go thruuuu...cause no credit chun chun...i think got 30 cents...can msg my frens but not international. :P:P:P:P:P
my bad :D

Sien

2008-09-14T22:42:00.000-07:00

My comp suddenly so screwed up i cant do my panels. It lags so much, but nvm. i still do. Then after do suddenly my work dissapears. Something about low virtual memory. Weird thing is i dont hav anything opened also it takes up 3 gigs of virtual memory.

Then i be happy la. no point feeling down la. So i go archi school to do my panels. Finish a few dy. Took the whole afternoon. Then suddenly the files corrupted.

Sien. Dunno if i should pass up this stupid assignment anymore.

oh well. no point being stressed or upset. Just no mood to do work now la. N i feel like smashing some computers.

Spore: A game for everyone

2008-09-13T19:34:00.000-07:00

die lo. started playing this game called SPORE. Its like Sims..well sort of like sims. U start out as a single cell. then as a single cell u go around eating and fighting other cells and getting new parts n then u can create and upgrade ur cell.

Then now i move to land liao. Got legs dy. haha...i love the monster creation and upgrading la. Addictive and charming wei. hahaha. I read somewhere next time can built ur own city vehicles n blabla. n i got assignments due

how?
I just reach this stage. The land stage. but all the creatures not as complex yet. N oh oh oh, i forgot to mention tht each part got function and power one. like diff legs can move faster, got poboscis, antennae..blabla. wahaha. n hav to unlock...damn exciting.

The cell stage. Each time u start a new character u can start from wateva stage u unlocked. The gameplay is different. I like the cell stage. U hav to swim around n use the horn to fight other organisms. wahahahaha

ugly la. :P. can make cute, ugly or cool. ur choice. mine now a bit messy n ugly la. hahaha. playing with the diff parts maaaa. :P
i think the charming thing about it is the number of parts available. Banyak tau...
ive even seen some realli robotic creatures...macam metal greymon like tht. wahaha This game ariff sure like,... :P
got ppl make moogles from final fantasy. lol.

random screenshot of an ugly fish like thingy. :P

bleh. cant wait till can design the whole village and even design vehicles in the world. And got so many worlds to explore. My sis n bro would like this game. :P.

the gamer in me has returned. dota...? start again when i go back kch la. kinda quit for a while. too noob liao. heh.

POEM

2008-09-07T14:10:00.001-07:00

got milk?
make silk!!!

the end.

Fasting

2008-09-03T02:20:00.000-07:00

I used to think fasting as just not taking food. But thts not realli the point, at least not in christianity.

Erm, for me, fasting is giving up something u like to do and do everyday so that u can use that time to spend time with God. So it can be eating, it can be playing games, it can be chatting on msn. And u give those things up for a certain period of time and use it to pray and worship.
No meaning if u dont.

So, ive been thinking. Very very long i haven realli had a realationship with God. Its like all my principles and values starting to dissapear. Im not kind enough...im not friendly enough...i get angry...i worry about things....blablabla...and its just not me.

So im gonna fast.
And hopefully i can be a good Christian again. hopefully. :P

Transformable screen: Panda ra's box

2008-09-01T07:05:00.001-07:00

haha. finally posting about my ds project the transformable screen.

So. As i said earlier for my design we have to do a transformable screen for a studio and then built a life scale model of it using "cardboard". It has to act as a sun screen as well as serve other functions like storage and has to be transformable...

My group got trolley and a china guy, zhu. i dowan to be mean la but our team kinda a two person team. Thats all im goin to say. :P

Here are some sketches of my design.

Had a group presentation for this project ages ago. Nah, video for u to watch. :P. Its not the actual presentation. hehe

Dont laugh at my chinese ar. Nervous and weird ma presenting to a camera. bleh.
So? Wad do u think? cool?

So basically the my screen consists of the box and the stand which can be opened up into storage, cup holder, book shelf blabla.

It took us so long to do everything, from designing to making. Making had to be chun cause the measurements and cutting hav to be chun or else it wont be a cube. We also have limited materials. :P Haha, i think my essay die liao cause i spent too much time on this. Screw the essay!! :P

hehe. Nah. pictures!

Making of the model

The cube (closed)

Cube(Open)

The other side. For storing things.

The stand (open)

The whole thing.

Group pic

Tims group design

Its originally a very small box that can be carried around. Then it can open up, attach to the table and become a screen. It also can fold into a chair and table. Very genius design. hahaha. i like i like. :P. Can become a dance floor aso if open up fully then tim can SHUFFLE. yea babeh....

Wan hoe and Ariffs design

This one also very cool. It take inspiration from puzzle pieces. Can take apart make into other thing. But *ahem ahem* when jasper ask them during presentation to take it apart and make sumthing else wan hoe say "erm, it takes too much time, but it can be done." SURE OR NOT? :P
If interested, visit wan hoes blog

Jaspers, Jen, How how and Louise design

This one is the most well thought out design. They covered everything. You see the 3D popping out thing? can put book. All the parts u see in the pic can join together make one whole piece. The bottom piece become a chair and table. The other way it is like a drawer. Then got key holder summore. wawawee.

If interested go see, jenabis blog

Lucky

2008-08-31T12:15:00.000-07:00

she cooks for me
she hugs me when i sleep
she kisses me when im feeling down
she watches me play games
she is there everytime im feeling lonely
she unstresses me
she boosts my ego
she does the sweetest things for me

but most important of all
she loves me

u are no burden. not now. not ever.

its the wrong word. I take care of u. u take care of me. Same like u take care of ur frens. Let them think wad they want to think. But this is wat I think...

If ur a burden to me...cause i take care of u.....
- then when u tim is feeling bad after taking a milk product and u ask the "gang" to go rest somewhere (all the time concerned for tim)...then tim is a BURDEN
- then when ariff is feeling down and ur doin all to cheer him up then ariff is a BURDEN.
- then when ur sad and need my company but still ask me (FORCE ME) go learning hub...and u also go even though u don feel like it to HANG OUT with OUR GANG(not me), the gang is a BURDEN.
- then when syh how is stressed and u worry for him and instead of doin ur work u teman him or ask me go football with him, syh how is a BURDEN

BUT NO!!. BURDEN WRONG WORD. Its called caring for others. U dont burden me. And if anyone thinks tht its just stupid. U care for others...ur juniors in orchestra...ur family...our UTAS gang, and u sacrifice a lot for them...does it mean they are a burden to u??

no right? so get rid of the word burden. n replace it with FREN WORTH SACRIFICING FOR.
and since ur more than a fren to me....:P

so im a lucky guy. Everyone noes tht. And thnx for taking care of me...hehehe. and loving me so much. No one noes how lucky i am...

hehe. cheer up sexy. ur my sexy. heheheeh. lucky lucky me...WEEEEE

RUSH

2008-08-26T10:43:00.000-07:00

Dang. So many assignments due soon.
Kinda spent too much time on the screen when its onli 20%. Dont regret it one bit though.
n spent too much time playing. Yet again, no regrets. :P

PATA PATA PATA PON... :D

Blahhhh. I hate essays. Blehhhh.
no stress la, common common semangat!!! :P

RUSH!

Story: WHY?

2008-08-16T08:22:00.001-07:00

Why? She turns and run, swirling around the corner, in and out of the alleyways of her mind and yet she encounters 'him', the question of why. No matter how hard she tries she still cannot forget the agony of it all.

Tracing back her steps she remembered walking along a cluttered studio. Cardboard lying everywhere making her progress through this uncomfortable area an even uncomfortable one. From there, she made her way up the stairs and went into a computer lab. Within minutes of doing her assignment, a bald skinny guy came in...sat down and looked at her screen. It took no genius to know he wasnt pleased.

"Why?" he asked.

"Erm, this is a wall"

"I din ask you what, i ask u why?!?!"

Pang. Depression.

She remembered that was not what triggered her emotional distress. It happened right after that. She was walking down the stairs, already downhearted when a Big CUTE guy passed. (cute not in the hot way but child-like way)

"Why so serious!!!" he said.

AHHH. Whats with the WHYS. why WHY? why why why. haunting her...this word. n forever she runs but forever it haunts her. why....

THE END

PS: hope u enjoyed my impromptu story writing. did this in 10 mins. hee. To understand and make sense of wat im writing, u gotta be a first year architecture student hu hangs out with our gang. :P

For those in our gang, do u noe hu is hu?

cheers.

I doin assignments so i kinda rushed in extracting and photoshopping. haha. Cacated photoshopping. :P

Drink of the century

2008-08-14T06:17:00.000-07:00

i was eating pasta at SSA movie night when ariff came up to me n showed me this...

Erm, "Can i have a cup of SARS pls?"

BUSY

2008-08-12T13:12:00.000-07:00

Hey readers,

Ben Lomand II and SSA night posts coming up soon. But right now kinda busy doing my screen

For DS we have to do a screen thingy which is transformable. Overnighting n do for many days dy. hehe. happy with it. Our screen damn tedious to do BUT its worth it,
im not doin this crap for marks.
its for my own satisfaction.
n boy, im satisfied.
will post long long all about it soon. :P

Aww..sweet right. i printed it big big n hang in my room. yea man, im mushy, corny and sissy. so shoot me. :P

Me, Myself and I

2008-08-06T08:55:00.001-07:00

nice? :P.

Stool?

2008-08-06T06:49:00.000-07:00

For Design communication we are learning vector works. Its this program where u draw smth on the computer and send it to a router which then cuts out the shape u draw out of thin wood.

Well, we had to do a stool. One is the practice stool done by following dimensions given by the tutor and another one is a custom stool.
I just got back my tutor stool. And it looks like this...

Very UGLY le. at least i think its ugly. Then i turn it....

Looks much nicer now. Like a sculpture.... Then i suddenly thought of smth...and i got some paper and....

Looks way better than tht ugly stool. Like a trophy/sculpture thingy. But wait. Thts not the end

hmmmmmmm......

HAHA. My new toy. funny how excited i was when i was first playing it in the workshop.
N trolley got a stool too. mebbe we can toss the ball to each other
HAHA.

Sometimes the best things in life,
are the simplest things.
And sometimes the simplest things,
are the easiest to miss.
So live life, enjoy, and make sure when those things appear,
grab hold of them,
and NEVER let go.

Ben Lomand I: The Journey

2008-08-06T05:26:00.000-07:00

The journey to ben lomand!
woke up excited. its not everyday u get to see snow. Put on three layers of clothes and my new gloves and my new beanie. Or rather, my onli glove n my onli beanie.
I wore two pair of jeans and was thinking or wearing two underwear.
but...
no space la. haha. :P

So we all met up at uni. Its funny how things change. I remember MSA Easter trip. People leave, people come, and things change. Some are good changes, some...well...heh.

So yea. Three buses came to fetch us there.

Most of us were on the middle bus. But poor timmy was on another bus.
N off we go!!
The bus journey took 1 hour and all i did was tok to trolley, kacau wan hoe from time to time and tok to ariff hu is sitting way behind with the geishas. next time ill sit with u la dikreef.

Our bus

Syh how how and ariff
Poor ariff, kena serangan bau ketiak cina-man.

I love natural retard pics. This one...is handsomely naturally retard. haha, bleh, kuen ching style pose. :P

Starting to get a bit foggy. I was really excited at this moment.
Then suddenly we entered this realli thick fog. Its so cool. like ur entering a new world. And its like u dunno wat u will see at the end of the fog.

This pic reminds me of....Lion King. I dunno y. haha
cool horh, fog. sakai la me. Launceston aso very foggy at times, but early early in the morning...and the day ivan wakes up early is the day pigs fly.

At the end of the fog, i was expecting snow. U noe, like the fog clear then suddenly u see amazing castles and birds and pretty mermaids like in fantasy movies...
but instead...nothing le. the bus go through to some jungle place. N the bus stop. reach already? but got NO snow. actualli, a bit la.
BABI! :P

look!!! snow???
well we stop for a while n the first thing i did was grab some ice n throw at ariff. wahaha. wat are friends for. hee
notice i said ICE. not snow. its the stuff i can grab out of my fridge n throw. :P

Then we go back on the bus. b4 tht dikreef stuff ice inside my shirt. very cold le. hehe
Then continue driving and come to a very cliffy area where we stopped for some photo taking. The cliffs very...wats the word ar...huge? haha, cant seem to find the word. bombastic? :P
hahaha

bus stop.

i dunno why, but i feel like rolling down. still no sign of snow.

pride rock.

wan hoe and ariff. Sam, u dont hav to guess anymore. :D
so...now...the question is...do u think he is handsome? hahaha

OMG!! an angel!!

group photo. not everyone in it.
Then get back on bus again. :P

U see the white dot? thats the other bus. cheh, they want to reach the snow first ke...kiasu bus. anyway, thts the road we hav to drive up. Narrow windy roads up the cliff. i keep thinking how if the bus roll down, wawawee, fun le. haha i noe im crazy :D

Then we go further up. N...

SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!! First glimpse of snow. hehe.

Thts the end of this loso post. Be patient and wait for Ben Lomand II: Snow!
:D

Ben Lomand: Teaser

2008-07-30T06:55:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday went to Ben Lomand!
its a skiing national park. hehe.

First time i see and touch snow. Very happy le. Its damn nice.

Haha. I will update n put pics once i got time to photoshop and blog about it.
Right now no time. Doing some transformable screen for design. :P

Soon. i promise. heh

Nah...teaser pic...

Tims bday

2008-07-21T09:04:00.001-07:00

Timmys bday....

A lil smth about tim:
Tims from kuching. Hes iban. has a cool dad.
Is quiet if u dunno him but realli talkative.
Crap talker.
cookie monster.
lin ku pao.

Haha. i think i dont make any sense to most ppl. heh. anyway, hes a good friend. funny guy hu is damn good in first person shooter games.
N when he holds ppls bagpacks to make it heavier...so funny la. hahaha
happy bday buddy

So we had a bday party for tim. It was a potluck dinner. I tried cooking pepsi chicken but it turn out it din taste like pepsi. I should hav poured more pepsi sauce over it. But it was nice though, just not pepsi tasting.

The food. I like jenabi's pineapple chicken. trolleys veggie aso very nice. wan hoes chicken very herby. ariffs noodles nice but tak cukup garam. i like it salty ba :P. potato aso nice but tak cukup garam. heh.

Tims present. Wawawee. now tim will smell very "man". I aso want....man....but very expensive.... man...

Then cause he smelled so man, we wanted to rape him, n touch him all over. so he very scared he ran n hid in the toilet.

Tim in toilet. Syh how getting ready to pounce. haha.

Of everything and anything tht i failed to blog about

2008-07-16T04:57:00.000-07:00

SO long haven blog. Long and boring winter break...it was fun at first la, but after 1 month. hehe.
Ok. first off.

Khai loons farewell. I dun remember when but one of my fren khai loon leave for singapore so we had potluck for him. too long ago, details blurry dy. so just see pictures la :P
pictures from jenabi's blog, dont hav originals ba.

Waiyerrr...all the food. which is mine? its the one on the far end tht looks like urine. Lighting problem laaa. :P

Damn emo le.

Waiyer....look at those sexy legs :P. sleeping after playing cards, talking crap and playing the blinky blinky detective game. heh.

OK. next...hobart trip. go see wan hoes blog. hahahaha.
not lazy la. i don hav the photos yet. *excuses* heheh

k la. from now on i will start blogging "rajin"-ly again. cause now i forgot every interesting, funny thing tht happened. n well, i wanna read back n remember but now i wont be able to so kinda regret a bit. hehe.

Random pics.

Learning hub. Dota. recently Call of duty 4. haha.

Doesnt this picture make u long for pizza? potential model. hahaha

Got milk?

K la. thts all for now. heh. n...i din regret one moment with u. though winter near the end was kinda sien-ing.

Yada yada

2008-06-16T08:09:00.000-07:00

waa...after submission, got party la. overnight la.

First, we overnight learning hub play game and do bday present for Jasper.

Work in progress

The Designers.
Cartoonist: Ariff
Renderer: Trolley, Wan hoe
Engineer: Syh how...he did the stand. hahaha
Pengacau/Penyibuk: Tim. hahahaha. cookie la.

Nice le....

Then we deliver it to Jaspers house n said happy bday. So funny la the way he laugh. N after he saw the thing in front of his door he fell asleep at the door. funny. heh.

Then tht night got party. Dont worry pa. got vodka and beer la. i drink a bit onli.
N the games we play all funny, nice friendly games.

Reminds me of the show The Gods must be crazy. haha. Tim like never see beer bottle b4. budak kuching. budak kampung. ngek ngek.

Me, jen, syh how and khai loon.

Heh.
oh. i finally cook a dish. i think it was a disaster la. but trolley thought it was ok. but i dont trust her taste. hahaha :P. hee.

Life

2008-06-16T08:00:00.000-07:00

Life without love is not life living for.

my two gurlfrens back home. I haven tok to u guys in ages, but tht din mean i din think of u. hehe, in fact i was talking to someone about u guys not long b4 u msged on Sunday. N msging u guys even for a lil while was meaningful, it really was.

My dad. its been two weeks din tok. lame la ur joke. made me laugh. love u.

my sis. suddenly call me in the morning. haha. Nice chat. love u 2.

Ariff. haha. i love himmmm. hahaha. put this in for fun la just to show this aint an emo post. N someone buat muka when he saw the first line. cheh.

n i love trolleys. dunno y.

see. someone din believe when i said love is beautiful.

:)

2008-06-13T00:30:00.000-07:00

haha. haha. haha. haha
hehe. hehe. hehe. hehe
hoho. hoho. hoho. hoho

assignment submission over :P. Distinction for Design, heh :P Was a tiny bit dissapointed cause for Design i want HD. for the rest, fail aso can.
But then, all i want was it to finish. Now im so happy, words cant describe my feelings :P.

After submission cant stop smiling wei. Slp also slp so nice. :P

We got so many plans for after submission summore. So just thinking about doing all those stuff makes me happy :P.

Movie everyday, cook, mario, pokemon, do models for fun, eat ice cream, shop for winter clothes...hehehehehehe.

and then today rocks so much. Woke up happy, go tok to syh how how. He like his normal self liao, not stressed so damn fun, tok shit like usual. Went to Hungry jacks with wan hoe and trolley and syh how n just very fun la tok about all kinds of stufffff....then woolsworth......hahahaha

And now we all make more plans....basketball 2moro, party 2moro, and 2nite aso got some plans which i cant blog about. haha. and then monday want to play badminton aso :P.

IM just soo sooooo soooooooo happy right now. :P

My model for my walking building. can roll into ball le. cool or not... :P

Happy bday joey!!

2008-06-06T03:13:00.001-07:00

happy bday my since-i-was-borned and never-leave-my-side friend
classmates since dunno when
n everywhere i go ur there
except now la haha. thts y i miss u
happy bday. love u so much. :P

And so...

2008-05-25T00:50:00.000-07:00

and so...it begins
and like all things has an end.
but God, please let this never end.

Thanks

2008-05-19T02:45:00.000-07:00

Someone made me realise how important u two are to me.

To my dad and mum,

You taught me so much.

You taught me how to be happy no matter wat, even when things seem realli bad i can handle it, u taught me how to think positively and right now handling stress is so easy.

You taught me how to love. All the love u gave to me, taught me how to love others.

see..so loving

You taught me how to have fun. My childhood rocks la. I think back and i have no regrets. U two are always there, bringing us to picnics and doin crazy stuff and talking crap together. You taught me how to enjoy life.

HAHAHA. I look so funny in this photo. Its so geeky but i sacrifice myimage cause i find this photo our expression exactly the same. Look JUST like u. n its funny too. hehe.

You taught me how to be responsible. I think it was because u trusted in me. I rmb when i ask u if i could go somewhere, u say 'sure, but dont do anything wrong, u noe wats right'. U gave me money when i asked, trusting fully tht i wont spend cause u taught me the value of money. I realise tht the parents tht control their children, their child end up doing a lot of things behind their back. Thnx for wat u did.

You taught me how to care for others.

I became a good listener because of u mummy.
I became sporting because of u pappy.
I became sensitive to ppl because of u mum.
I became lame because of u pappy. hahaha. u and ur cheap jokes.

And you work so hard to send us the best school you can find, Lodge. N then to Taylors which is not cheap and now to Aus. And now ur working so hard using every bit to send me here. im grateful, and im gonna work hard and make u proud.

Next time, ppl will say
"oo look. thts the great building designed by Ivan Tan"
"oo, hus his parents"
"Tan Aui Khee and Liew Min Lee"
"They must be great then. For the artist is always better than his work."

And yes they are right. u made me hu i am today. n im happy for every bit of it. (but God is the real artist la..right pappy? :P)

I realli realli love u. n i can truthfully say u two are the best parents out there and i cant think of any better.

Cool hair dad!! :P. n wa...u still look as young now as u did then, mummy. hehe. tell me ur secret..... :P

A night to remember

2008-05-17T23:44:00.000-07:00

it was a night to remember.
always wanted to do smth like tht. It was fun, it was great, minus the part a red car passed by.
hee.

Yea...Right.

2008-05-17T23:11:00.000-07:00

do work or else no slp i say.

Finished essay?
sort of
Finished measured drawings?
hehe. doin it now as i blog.
Design walking building?
if dota counts as inspiration to designing. yea. did a lot of inspirationing and designing. :P

so finish work or no slp i said.
work damn hard n no play i said.

Yea...right.

well, I am who i am. n proud of it. :P
time to 'chiong'. but first...dota anyone? kiddin. :D

Assignments

2008-05-15T03:56:00.000-07:00

gila lot.
Today. finish essay. if not, wont slp.
2moro. finish and perfect measured drawings. if not, wont slp. another overnite in uni.
Saturday, think, think and think for a design for walking building. if not, wont slp.
Sunday. I think sunday rest la.
.....Or else my kidney spoil. horh syh how :P

To a certain someone and mayb someone else.
Work hard. But enjoy it
I know you got a lot to prove
and its probably so important to you to do well
but don't overdo it. cause at the end of the day, ur health is more important than anything
listen to my wise words
you know who you are.

Sien lo

2008-05-13T07:52:00.001-07:00

Sien lo.
Tower, credit.
at least all the seniors tht see our model is on our side saying shuld get HD. too bad Z brombrek doesnt think the same. Summore some say Z sux cause din give HD. For tht, i feel a bit puas dy. Butthen i dun think Z sux la. just high standard and highly knowledgeble

Just tht he din see the overall thing but onli marked the poster...which no offense la, is quite stupid. Lol, not my words. Words of seniors. Oh well. sien...

hu says hard work pays off...

most of these towers get credit and below. How can!!! wad do u want from us Z!!! If this is credit then i think to get HD we gotta design smth like this....

Z is Polish ma. he sure like one. haha.

Mr. Z, if u visit my blog, noe tht im just joking. Im just a dissapointed soul tht needs to release some dissapointment thru blogging. Harap maaf.

LOL

2008-05-12T02:02:00.000-07:00

Bill and Carol both posted nostalgic posts. Yea, felt a bit nostalgic remembering those times, but thts not the purpose of this post.

I saw a few pics in carols blog..n i dunno y but i keep laughing...when i see the familiar and funny faces i miss so much.

Erichs funny quirky face and Joshs famous frown in the background.

Me, constipated face. Zoom in n see Charlotte. LOL. Rusydies playful look, Bak khans this-is-so-lame look, haha everyones face is so funny in a way. dunno y. hahaha.

albert on clarence. Josh strangling jeff. Me pulling bills hair? ??? hahaha. lol. the 'gordon pose'. And can anyone spot evelyn :P. miss u my shih tzu. N look at kelvin. so cute wei... :P

haha. great times. Best batch for sure.

Of emo and sickness?

2008-05-10T03:25:00.000-07:00

not emo, but 4 ppl say im emo. just been confused about smth n feeling smth i din like to feel. If i dont tell u wats up, its not cause im hiding anything from my friends, more like i feel its better if u dont know.
So if u trust in me...well...just trust in me. :P

n i just put those stupid thoughts behind me when i get sore throat and fever. haha. Talk about bad timing. This morning it hurt so much i even spit blood out. Just a bit la. Tht part was cool la, but the pain wasnt. heh. Not a good time to be sick la...got presentation and stuff to do

One more thing. I think my foot is now like my sis's, i run or do any sports it sprains easily. Since tht time kena...weeks ago...now everytime i play football, after a while it will sprain n hurt like crazy. Running or touching the ball aso painful. Last week, first game already hurt a bit. Oh well, i tahan n play as much as i can each time. Blah...annoying pain in the leg :P.

But lets look at things positively la,
Deep thinking makes u mature and wiser
Fever makes u tougher and stronger
and the pain in the foot? erm, no pain, no gain? lol

Thoughts

2008-05-06T09:01:00.000-07:00

thoughts,
racing thru the mind like tens of thousands of mat rempits
loud.
annoying.
the more u try to shut out thoughts, the more thoughts come racing in
i envy
zombies
cause they cant think
damn these,
thoughts.

lol. im just bored and so i THOUGHT i shuld come up with a 'poem'. i THOUGHT itll get my mind off other THOUGHTS but nope, im still full of THOUGHTS, n its just tiring me out.

Battle of the burpers

2008-05-04T07:11:00.000-07:00

LOL. when two sot sot teh ppl meet, this happens. I particularly like the first part la. note tht nths scripted.

Lyrics?
Wan Hoe: OMG, ariff y ur thing so big one! huuuu uh
*then syh how how go follow...my favourite part....hahahah*
Syh how: OMG why ur *mumble* so big one
*Wan hoe doin some weird ham sap thing*
Syh how: Thts wat i call Uhk uhk uhk uhk
Wan hoe: Uhk
Syh how: Uhk
Wan hoe: Uuhhk
Syh how: oohhk
Wan hoe: eohk
Syh how: Ahk
Wan hoe: uhk
Syh how: uhk
Wan hoe: ohhk
Syh how: ouhhk
Syh how and Wan hoe: Uhk
Syh how: uh uhk uh uhk uh uhk uh uhk uh uhk
Wan hoe: oohk
Syh how: stop it laaa

Not easy to translate weiiiii. haha. i did my best to make the sounds sound as much like the video. Hardest lyrics i ever translated. :P

Of Overnights and Towers

2008-05-04T01:52:00.000-07:00

Had to design, built a model, and make some stupid A3 poster. Heheh.
Overnight at uni for two nights doing it, i can say its quite fun la. butthen felt realli tired after tht.

So Monday, went to the bank to settle the missing 1200 aus thingy. Felt very relieved tht the 1200 could be recovered :P. Was worried for a few days hehe. Then went with Tim to go buy cable for our model.

Then, spent more than 14 hours straight. Our design too complicated dy. lol.

Tim and Ariff. Dikreef, fooling around :P.

So we had to calculate and cut so many separate pieces of wood. Calculate where to drill TWO holes in each stick. Must be chun summore. lol, kerja orang gile.

Its cool to see the model slowly growing. hehe

6 levels done

About halfway, took a break and went to McD and go walk walk, talk crap and sing The Kill. I think Thts our towers theme song cause the whole night keep repeating tht song. lol. But i prefer The Kill acoustic. DAMN nice wei. :P

Tada!! i tot we almost done dy. This is at about 11pm. But then our plan to thread wires thru the holes in a 'X' pattern cannot be done, cause the wires were not flexible enough. So we make do with Cotton strings. But very very very hard. So me n Tim stay the night and thread the thing. Ariff had history presentation the next day so let him go home and rest. Threading one way take 40 minutes like tht. We need to do 16. BLEH.

U see the cross threads. Me n Tim do till 5. And our backs want to die dy. And since the model is kinda delicate without the cotton threading we hav to be very careful threading it. Blah :P. But looks damn nice la.

Next day ariff did the wire thingy which was really hard too, 3 hours. He sacrificed his fingers to press the Hot glue so it dry faster. Hebatnia Dikreef!! :P Me and Tim did the A3 poster. Took the wholeee nite again. bleh.

Finished product! See the leaves. look like pineapple horh. Haha. Lin ku pao tower. Btw, actually our original design got a metal dragon imbedded around the tower
but we no time to do it :P.

The Architects

A few of the other towers

Jenabi's(Kuku) and Jasper's(Doraemon), Syh how(Pretty boy) n Guo yi's(Trolley), Fang Yow('FAng') and Kai Lun's, and Ours.
Dubai tower. LOL. :P

Us and the towers tht survived the test

With 'Z' our lecturer. :P

On one of the nights i forgot which one, i walked back and i saw this. Realli beautiful, most beautiful scenery ive seen in launceston i think. :P

So, though im realli tired and probably lost a few weeks of my life doing this tower, i am satisfied. I dont care if i dont get HD, im just happy with the tower. Hee. N we won a snickers bar for most popular. So, screw the marks. :P

go see

2008-05-02T19:46:00.000-07:00

go see Syh hows blog
for more MSA trip pics

will update once i get back home with my own internet. hee.

Its a shame...

2008-04-27T00:18:00.000-07:00

Its a shame tht life is so short
and though its short we dont make full use of it

Its a shame true friends are rare
more of a shame when ppl forget friends

Its a shame ppl see the flaw in others
but fail to see it within themselves

Its a shame how beauty is held so up high
when inner beauty is all thts important

Its a shame tht Chelsea thrashed Manchester and cause manchester to lose the title
no, wait...its no shame at all.
HAHA, 2-1 to Chelsea BABEH. :P

lol, din see tht coming eh, kel, erich, syh how. hee.

Will post about my presentation, work and mamak night when i get the pictures.

Random

2008-04-25T01:36:00.000-07:00

Go whrever ur heart desires,
do watever u think is best,
but noe this,
tht deep inside, ill miss u.

I cant say i noe u
its onli been months
but noe this,
tht deep inside, ill miss u

haih. Sometimes things just happen
N i cant do anything to stop it
n for tht it just sucks
but noe this,
tht deep inside, we'll miss u

Theres still a glimmer of hope,
but i dare not hang onto it,
for if it breaks,
thtll make things harder

random poem for a random person on a random day
random.

Funny moments #1

2008-04-21T07:17:00.000-07:00

I guess my blog is like a personal journal. so next time i can read back n laugh, i read my older posts n was laughing at so many things n remembering things i had forgotten. it was realli nice. :P
n ppl hardly comment though they do read. mebbe i shuld just restrict my blog to me n some others. then i can realli get more personal. hee.

anyway...its good to remember funny moments so from now on...if i can do it on a daily or mebbe weekly basis, ill list the funny moments of tht day.

Funny moments
#1: We were walking to the sliding door of the archi building.
then suddenly fang yao turned a corner and when i reached tht corner
I saw....

I was like WAT THE SHIT ARE U DOING? cause it realli looked like he was about to pee in the dustbin. hahaha. but he was just trying to zip his jacket but it wouldnt zip. his hands was at the pants zip area lo. Wait ar. get a better picture to show u.

LOL

This one i dont think it was funny la cause i wasnt there. but this is just reference for trolley n fang yao so they cant laugh whenever they need to. Syh hows cool way of answering his phone. Imagine his facial expression, action. ooiiuh :P

HAHA

2008-04-21T07:11:00.000-07:00

funny how this overnight plan thingy 2moro to do work excites me.
:P

funny how being at uni from 9-6 and 7-10 doin work was fun. mebbe im turning into a workaholic.

It was pretty tiring the other day though...just thinking of all the assignments we hav. But then again it might probably be aso bcuz of sleeping at 3 or 4 every morning
or mebbe it was bcuz i was sick
or was it becuz i was emo. hahaha :P was i even emo? lol

wellllll, so much work, so lil time n still i can fool ard and relax n even start up a new reality show among the first years. heheh. will update on tht once we hav done the intro footage. weeee.

i guess this is a random post. and wat better title to hav then HAHA

Heaven has opened up its gates

2008-04-17T07:40:00.001-07:00

Sometimes the skies here are just WOW.

wawawee....

Of Hyper days and late nights

2008-04-17T06:59:00.000-07:00

Hyper.
Talk a lot n laugh a lot. Love it so much. Lol, blanka, lol, lin ku pao, lol, im not making sense. :P

First ill start talking about this longgg but fun day.

Today(Wednesday) we go city park to sketch furniture and measure the benches..this is after our BTD class where our grp din finish making our beam thingy. haha. Lucky no one noticed. :P

So it was really fun la. Me, Tim and trolley, n later on Ariff go around talking a lot of crap n laughed so much. weee, i like this kind of outings la. Anyway, went to city park n the trees there damn nice n damn a lot of type.

N i saw this BUTTERFLY TREE. All the leaves move in a very cool way such tht it looks like got a lot of butterflies flapping their wings on it.
So cool la. My butterfly tree.

This one is some brown yellow tree la. My butterfly tree cooler. haha :D.

Then after tht we go to library n tok for about two hours there while Tim look for info. Then we go walk n talk n do work in learning hub till 12 i think n then walk back to Syh hows place.

Oh B4 tht ariff lin ku pao almost see my ku ku ciao. We were peing in side by side cubicles la n i was scaring him, pretending to look over. Then i started peing, mana tahu tht guy pee finish so fast then suddenly his head pop over the wall n direct sight of my wee wee lo. So i terkejut n shout n try swing my wee wee to the other side so he cannot see. Sorry la cleaners..the floor got a bit of my wee wee. Trolley say everyone heard my scream. bleh...
siap kau ariff...nanti ku kenakan kau.

So we walk back. Damn nice lo walk at night n talk n laugh. Teenage years, must live to the fullest cause it wont come by again.

Me Trolley n Tim

Sleep at 4 am...n at 3 walk Tim back. Damn cold.
Next day class from 9-5. weeee.

Some other random pics from other days. All during this week.

At the bus stop. Oi syh how, y u pick up tht piece of rubbish? (<---his model) :P got tissue paper one, when we were eating n my hand dirty i felt like using his tissue tree to wipe. haha

My group for Design studio. Hav to design a shelter. Lots of bullcrap just for designing a shelter. bleh.

N look hu i saw sitting in front of me during lecture....

SYLAR!!!! lol. the face aso look like sylar...but not like during lecture i can put a cam in his face n snap away right...
maybe the sylar actor got fired and then he came to UTAS to study architecture.

Kiss

2008-04-17T03:24:00.001-07:00

super emo vid.
damn touching wei.
will i ever reach tht stage of loving someone?

Of ramblings and gothic windows

2008-04-15T04:55:00.000-07:00

Ive got a million things to blog about. but i wont. cause right now i dont feel like it. n got assignments. been working almost every night, n yet, im not feeling stressed. yet....

Well, things are starting to become routine. N i hate routine. so i skipped my first class(lol, compared to during sam very good liao k)....History today. Well, it din realli change the routine-ness of my life. Maybe i shuld start a forest fire. Or jump from the cataract gourge bridge into the river. Tht'll be so cool. hee
Or maybe go flirt with a hot girl. but i want asian girllll. lol :P

anyway, its like a blog trend now, seems like ppl are blogging bout their thoughts. But im not goin to. cause my thoughts are meant to be kept secret and onli a few shall noe. I guess its the new me...no more open emo shyt. emo me is gone. :D

So, ive got a question. Do i seriously look like Chicken Little, or Nobita??
blow to my ego it seriously is. hee

man, this colour+bold thing is funnnnn :D

Oh i finished my gothic window n it looks gooood. but then i saw trolleys one. n mine looks like....
Shyt. yea. lim ku pao la.

WAAA so beautiful.

Now go back to the first pic. BLAH! my drawing looks like shit in comparison :P

anyway, damn nice rite trolleys one. i so babi lazy to make mine nicer la eventhough i feel like i shuld after seing tht masterpiece. Be contented n happy with my work la. weeeeee

I like this picture.

Tagged

2008-04-09T05:44:00.000-07:00

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
26. sooner better, then can hav kids n the kids can hav kids n the kids will hav kids.

2. What will you do when you feel really emo?
Last time i would lie there n listen to emo music n scream in my head..Why? now, ...i unemo myself n im not emo no more.

3. Who is your idol?
Myself? lol. lazy think laaa....

4. Where is the place that you want to go most?
Launceston. Its this REALLY BIG, MODERN, LOTS OF THINGS TO DO place. I wish i was there mannnnnnn....

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
To hav one dream come true.

6. What is the purpose of your life?
To LIVE life to the fullest, everyday, every minute.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
My family, my body parts, my mind

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
A chat with my family, friends n especially my two dears

9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yeap.

10. List out three good things of the person who tagged you.
She gets leg cramps :P
Shes sweet
Shes got a twin sister. how cool is tht!!

11. What type of person do you hate the most?
Everyone. lol. i sound so bitter

12. What would you do if you won a million dollars?
Give to charity. lol, half my answers are bullshit

13. What is your ambition?
To be an architect. i think. i hope. i pray...

14. What will you do if you got rejected by someone you like?
Last time, emo. now, screw it.

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
My nothing. hee

16. What is your favourite colour?
Rainbow.

17. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Rainbow

18. If there’s one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?
Climb a rainbow.

19. What would you do if tomorrow was the last day of the world?
See the rainbow

20. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Look like rainbow?

Lazy ma. :P

i tag No one. :D
sorry la ppl for my boring answers, i got 7 assignments due. N ive been working n working for so many days now. so at least i took time to answer right? :P

MSA

2008-03-27T01:51:00.000-07:00

For 3 days n 2 nights, MSA trip. damn fun wei. hee.

we went to Hobart, then Tahuni airwalk then bruny then finally to Swansea and Wineglass Bay

Prepare for lots n lots n lots n lots of photos. LOTS. blah, kinda lazy to upload n arrange them. amy...i wonder how u do it lo.

i am lazy to arrange them la. so ill blog about it first then just put all the interesting pics NOT in order so go figure la the sequence urself. hee

We went to hobart in three vans. One MIC(Vaseist), MCA(Hong) and UMNO(Ridzal), i was in the MCA van, but i want DAP.... :P
In the bus toked to ariff n slp a bit...n reach hobart...damn hobart is so much nicer than launceston, y oh y is archi in launceston. :(

So we went to salamanca market. Its basically like msia's pasar la, but more expensive. We ate mushrooms n it was good. Then we go to a park n chilled till it was time to go back to the bus.

Next we went to Tahuni airwalk. Its this national park thingy with a airwalk la. Was super hungry cause syh how keep wanting to take photos we din get to eat lunch at salamanca. Bad syh how how. haha, well, ill let the pictures later do the talking la haha

Then we stayed at some lakeside backpackers....was realli fun la. Guitar, ghost stories, cards...blabla.

Next day went to Bruny island. on the ferry to bruny it was so nice. we went up on deck n the wind...waweeee, n the view, waweeeeweee. it was great la. not everyday u get to experience this type of feeling. hee

Then went bruny n barbecue. Then we go back to hobart city n stayed there. Went to the casino, pretty cool. hehe, a few of us went there onli to see MU and liverpool. Wat a shit match la. But got smth interesting happen, a drunkard lady came n kacau us. She was like "hey, can anyone give me 20,000. oh, hi, wats ur name? Frank?...can i sit on ur lap?"
Then one of the our guys, from china one kena kacau...she started talking to him n me n ariff n tim were laughing at the back there. she even asked "hus playing? australia VS china?"
When we left we said ciBAI to her....(ci-BYE). lol

Next day was hiking at wineglass bay. A few of us climbed up really high rocks n it was damn nice up there. Looking down at the bay. Orgasmic.... :D
N the wineglass bay itself...the beach...wootttttt. clear blue sea, super nice weather. WEEE. :P
The place where we ate our dinner was realli beautiful too. Romantic views hehee....

N the bus rides were both fun n shitty. cause during parts of the bus rides i got car sick ma. When i dont hav then fun la...tok shit with riff n played stupid games n tok summore shit with a 'High' trolley. hee.

Now....for pictures. hee

From Tims cam:

We stopped at Ross bakery. Supposedly damn famous till they use it in the Japanese anime(make bread one. haha)

The seaport in Hobart. Hobart damn nice la.

Salamanca market

Candid shot in the park. Thts ariff, me, trolley, syh how and kai lun.

Boss indra, Snoopy kai lun, bad syh how how, leng chai, trolley and timkiller. heh

awww....somehow this pic damn sweet. Hehe, someone jealous later :P

HAHA, retarded face.

Gay la u syh how.

Ariff looks so happy

Haha, pondan betul la gambar ni riff

I just had to spoil the picture....
hehe

Camera man, TIM.

Tahuni airwalk reception.

Most of the first year archi students.

Up on the airwalk, din post all the scenery photos cause its rivers and forests...Kuching got a lot ba so wat for. hee.

Ariff n Vaseist, damn funny guy, president of MSA

On a swinging bridge.

The four Hot dudes. Kai Lun aso hot but not in the picture. Syh how ar...hmmmmm

At the place we stayed. Its a backpackers cabin. DAMN fun. :P. i want go back there n this time we shuld play games like mafia and all tht shit.
girl in red is Leena, and brown is jeanette, since i haven introduce them yet. :D

On the ferry to Bruny island. The wind, the fresh air, the scenery. bleh, y take drugs when uve got this.

Ariff n Bruny island

Jamming...n BBQing

View of wineglass bay from the top of the rocks we climb. So beautiful laaa

Phewwwittttt~
i bet no ones looking at the view now cause got smth more interestin to see. :P

View from lookout

The beach. Babi hutan apu lin pu kao. U must visit one beautiful beach overseas at least. Its just breathtaking. I think the most Macho, emo-less man like rodney would aso feel emo here. :P

DONT TRY THIS AT HOME. not like ur home got rocks to jump off anyway. hee

I love this pic.

ariff... :P

Jumping pic, yea man, show those sexy bellies (zoom real close n u can see my sexy belly button, hahaha)

we took a pic of this girl jumping, and it was realli cute. so the next pic we all tried to copy her.

LOL.

I could sit at this place all day and just stare blankly into the sea. N think of the people i love. EMO. heeeee.

So romantic eh.

Syh how was posing dunno wat shit ass gay pose and ask tim to take. But its so gay la so i add some macho-ness into it. Nice contrast eh.
But after a while i let him hav him sexy pose alone la.

waiyerrr....sexier than jessica alba wei.

now for My Cam pics: (told u its gonna be massive...heh)

on second thought...ill hav a seperate post with seperate pics later on for my cam pics. So sick of uploading.

Pre-MSA trip, The Performance of the Perfect band(minus Ivan)

2008-03-27T01:35:00.000-07:00

before i blog about the MSA trip n the TONS of pictures we took (even amys blog would seem fine) ill blog bout the 2 days b4 the trip.

On Thursday, went to city n syh how bought a keyboard, trolley bought a guitar, n b4 this indra bought a guitar too. Then hang out at Syh hows place n Jam. Sorry la guys, i spoiled every single video we took. :P...
This is the best one amongst the...6? videos we took (all of which i spoiled)

*note: my voice almost die liao during this video. so prepare to get goosebumps yea..

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Lyrics

She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
haha....and...haha...

stop laughing...
wat are u laughing at.
(blame trolley la...i halfway singing she laugh)

Shes got eyes...
hahahahahahaha

*trolley acting cute*

ooo...sweet child of mine
oo OO o OO SWEET CHILD OF MINE

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We walked indra back. Damn cold but damn fun to walk at 2 o clock at night. Nothing better than dancing around in the moonlight n talking shit. hee

actually, i forgot wat exactly we did, but i noe we did n toked a lot of crap...but i cant remember laa. hee.

Slept two nites in syh hows place. Damn funny la tht guy. When he sleep he keep making funny sounds.

Anyway, Saturday...MSA trip! hee :D

Random

2008-03-25T04:03:00.000-07:00

when ur bored, the best thing to pass ur time is to just be random

so lets be random.

Is this a romantic line or wat. Ur my oxygen mask, without u, i cant breathe.

Are guys more emo than girls?

i feel like writing a story la so here we go.
She felt strange. it was nothing she had ever felt before. n in 2 secs, she died.
heart attack kills. dont drink n smoke.
i should be a story writer weiiii.

Ive been asking ppl wat qualities they look for in their dream girl/guy. When they ask me back im not so sure wo. Kinda makes u think huh... wat i noe for sure is i haven found one close to wateva qualities i want in a girl in launnie. boooo.

bush fire!!! <--now tht was realli random

My vocabulary(inspired by diff ppl from diff periods of my life)
Word/Meaning
hubba hubba - huh?
apuuuuu - aiyo
waiyerrr - Wa/ Walao
Babiiii - pig
Mapuuu - foul language + apuu
Wee - no meaning
Ikazo - lets go

ne X ?? bubu

2008-03-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

i was toking to my basheeba darling sun bear bear, n we were arguing about this matter la:

izit nenene bubu
or nenenene bubu.

so...guys...which one is it?

(nenenene bubu rite!!!?) :D

Beauty behind curtains

2008-03-18T00:30:00.000-07:00

i looked out my window.
absolute beauty

Actualli, i looked out the window n the sun was directly on my face n i shouted 'ahh, shit, stupid sun.' i hid behind the curtains with my camera sticking out n took this. beautiful.

Mekk~

2008-03-18T00:27:00.000-07:00

Eh. this sculpture is in the archi campus.

can anyone tell me wad the hell is tht goat doing ar? onli a genius can tell.....

Its nice....

2008-03-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

its nice knowing theres still a immature child inside me.

so like i was saying, they were teaching us indesign n i was fooling ard.
Today they taught archiCAD..some building program la and again i was fooling around n me n my fren were just laffing away back there.

so...here are my masterpieces. :D

The title says fishies. cause fishy ma. played around with the effects n got tht. see? i can learn n fool ard at the same time. the guy tht passed even said good work!. but tht was b4 the poem was created la.

The poem on the btm right says.

Swish and turn (the picture ma), make fish headache, swish n burn, fishes got stomachache.

N u see below the tile got some crap like boxes and all?...when u highlight them n change to english u get things like... syh how is ham sap. or put trolleys here. inside jokes on my frens la hehe.

so childish horh. :D

next is ArchiCAD. even before the teacher start talking i was experimenting with all the walls doors and crap already. its quite good learning experience to fool ard ba..

anyway...ppl follow instructions while i make my own. he say put 3000. i put 20000 to see wat happen.

ppls work like tht....

mine...like this.
haha. tallest hill in the world wei. grass skyscraper.

:P

2008-03-11T04:45:00.000-07:00

its about time i blogged again. so..wat has been goin on.

first, friday. went to my frens place like usual. went to some MSA (malaysian student association) and somehow ended up as a commitee.
then got futsal n i slept over at my frens place. we were scaring the shit out of ourselves with ghost stories...remind me of good ol times :D
damn...futsal nice. wee :P

n my frens place shower like waterfall la!! so nice. i look forward to every friday where i can hav some alone time with his shower.
sounds wrg eh.

next day got SSA barbecue. we malaysians jump at every free food thing la so i think got more malaysians than singaporians there. :P. it was at the cataract gourge...i let the pictures explain the place la. hee

river thru canyon. cataract gourge. bleh. got two spoilers on the photo.
i like this picture cause we spoiled it. it would hav been a realli nice n deep picture if we all had our backs turned.
ariff, me, rainbo :), and trolley :)
so romantic right this photo. but theyre not couples la. Its just tht i love to tease them hee.
me looking at the empty space whr U are supposed to be at. emo. hahahaha

thennnn...spent a lot of time doin research, drawings n other work. But i cant say its tht bad la cause i actually enjoy some of the 'work'. :D

MSA holding a easter trip. cant wait.

then i met this hot jap girl. woot. but she go back japan today. hahaha :D. not like i was interested anyway. but it was fun chatting with her.

hmm hmm. oh. instead of doin homework like im supposed to i go draw n colour van goghs starry night. it wasnt even necessary. (but hopefully i get extra marks for fooling ard) so fun to colour ba. like a child again.

y so yellow...bleh.

N today we had some Indesign workshop whr they teach us the basics of indesign. the guy tok so fast i got lost at the start. so i fiddled with the stuff n learn on my own lo.
the result......

i blog about the result of my indesign project 2moro la. causee i no pic of it yet.

Bridge

2008-03-05T01:08:00.000-08:00

from now on, any architecture project related thing will be in my other blog.
the link is at the side there.
scenery, art-y stuff n so on will be posted there too. enjoy!.
go see our crappy bridge, im so proud of my baby :D

Monday rocks

2008-03-03T20:38:00.000-08:00

Monday is our design communication class n studio.
its the best, all we do the whole day is learn drawing techniques
n relax, n draw......

groups of ppl just sitting around drawing the 360 site analysis.
and some here n there.
this is sam n kirsten, they live in the same dorm as me. nice ppl.

man, first time i din want school to end., i guess thts y they made history on the next day. cause....no need to explain la, its history. But on the plus side, its better than learning useless crap about Malayan Union n Alfonso de abuquerque.

so, does anyone wanna hear the crocodile lady dream? hahaha

Dream

2008-03-01T16:46:00.000-08:00

every night i would hav at least 5 dreams. some are realli interesting, most i forget.
but since we always tell each other our dreams of each other, i remembered this dream i had last nite :P

its a combination of weird, funny, scary, n sweet
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I think there was another dream b4 this. then it suddenly switch.
me n first lady went to ur house, then u came down n we wanted to go out.
we keep asking esther to come but she didnt want to, she said sumthin about her room messy. i din get it now but in the dream we say ok n let her be. lol, her room messy so she want to stay at ur place n dont go out? haha

Then we were about to go out ur gate, but it cannot open. Ur gate was an automatic gate. haha, so we went back in n suddenly got joshua baru there. he was throwing esthers phone around and she was saying 'hey' in the esther way. Josh help us open the automatic gate

My car was some white crappy car. haha

So we drove around n talked...n u wanted to go to some place to eat (forgot the name), but i never heard of it n didnt noe where. so we continued driving and all tht time i was thinking of whr this place u wanted to eat was. We were on the highway

I was so distracted i din notice the highway was closed for construction. so suddenly our car was hanging off the side of the highway. The whole left side whr ur sitting was hanging off the edge. I grabbed a wall (dunno come from whr) and hanged on, trying to keep the car from falling,

so i hanged on and ask u to climb to the back n get out from the right side door. N although it was a dream, i tot it was real n it was realli scary, i feared for u, n my arms realli hurt holding the car up (quite impossible in real life actualli, dream ma :D).

so u got out n i was about to let go cause i was realli tired dy. then u urged me on so i pulled the car back on to the road. haha

n i got out n u ran to me n we hugged n u kiss me on the cheek.
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Like i said. Weird+Funny+Scary(painful too)+sweet.
hee

Cai Hong

2008-03-01T01:27:00.000-08:00

thursday, we had design studio 2. we had to design a egg casing with limited straws to protect an egg so tht it doesnt break when dropped from 3 feet high. Our 'spider design egg' was the best. hehe. onli a slight crack.

friday, went down to friends place. Played winning eleven n spent the whole day guitar jamming. :P
i love my guitar.
then we played futsal at nite. so cold till cannot breathe.
slept over at syh hows place

currently in love with the song cai hong. so i sang it n recorded it.
pls dont laugh at my lousy pronounciation bcuz i dont even noe wat im singing. i use the pin yin ma. :D
n sometimes the singing is off. not easy to concentrate on singing, playing guitar, reading n trying to pronounce the pinyin and remembering the chords...

Weee

2008-02-26T01:23:00.000-08:00

ill blog again n say things though launcheston is crap, it is gettin better cause i am starting to gather football gang n dota gang n do crazy crap together gangs together already.

so yea, like i alwez tell my bro, everywhere can be fun if u make it fun, so if ur bored, or sick of a boring routine lifestyle (ahem ahem) go do something about it. Go wild. Try something new, meet new ppl.

i just learned a new way of drifting. cheating way. u take two trays n put under the two wheels tht doesnt turn when u accelerate one. then u drive n turn.
lol. wonder if it works :D

forgot wat else i wanna say
hmmm

oh yea. im surprising myself with my unlaziness n pay full attention self.
the lecturer sneeze aso i memorize.
weeeee

Hmmmm

2008-02-25T23:44:00.001-08:00

archi history. boring laaa
2nd year n 3rd year students scaring me with stories of no-slp nights n crazy assignments n i believe them cause i already hav homework tht takes hours on the first day.
weeee...
so exciting.
hmmm

Tasmania

2008-02-24T22:07:00.001-08:00

So, Tasmania...or launcheston to be exact...
(not many pics cause i always 4got to bring my cam out with me)

the flight sucked..flew to gold coast (8 hours) then waited 2 hours to fly to melb (3 hours flight) n had to wait 5 hours to sit the delayed plane to Launcheston(1 hour). 8+2+3+5+1= shit.
lol.

I reached the airport, which i had no pictures cause i was shocked, the size of the airport like my house liddat. n im not saying my house very big, im saying the airport very small. :P
i shuldve taken a pic of the baggage claiming place. no conveyor belts...the bags came in on a safari like truck with compartments with all the baggage in it.

Then the ride down. first no buildings at all. then got a few realli old skool buildings scattered around. then, got more but all look like 1980s. i asked the guy, whrs the city. he replied, this is the city. haha :D

old skool houses. actualli this not THT old skool. got older skoolders. but this is the oldest skooldest house i take photo of.
damn. :P
my shocked, home sick face on the first day cause i tot i just went from Kuching, small boring place if got no frens around, to Launcheston, smaller more boring place N at tht time got no friends around.
clarence house. whr i stay. it sucks. no asians. far from football field n other crap. but ill live. one year, n im outta here. hehe

the ang mos pretty nice though. but staying in a house with frens nicer so im gonna move out as soon as possible.

The view from my window.

I went down the city one day n took a few pics la

It looks damn hot rite? but i was freezing my ass off. tasmania damn cold with realli strong winds. i would hav been blown away, BUT my muscles heavy. :D
hudsons coffee..i prefer starbucks though. city...
Toyworld! wow. so advance wei, got toys. :D
tasmanian ice cream. i promise someone ill chia her horh if she comes down to study. Looks nice rite the sign..
the city. no one, cause sunday at 2 most stuff closed. actualli the city is not bad...far better than wat i expected on the first day here. Some shops look like 1980s, but u look inside, got plasma screens, sliding door n the new mac products as their computer. Purposely trick me...
Tasmania's red light district

Today is first day of uni. Its damn fun. straight away they already teach us so much and ask us to do so much. we had to draw a shelf, a chair n the some archi structure at our studio which was really really big. First time i go to school n they ask me to play/draw. damn fun. n its not as easy as i thought. angles n proportions n all tht crap must be chun n its not easy translating wat u see onto paper.

Here are my chair n big thing.

the scale of the thing is like 10 me? haha, i aso dunno la. its just like 3 floors high la so it wasnt easy to take everything n draw. but it was fun. :P

not bad rite... :D

Heys

2008-02-21T20:42:00.001-08:00

finally got my internet. hehehe. but it sux cause its slow, n its limited to 1.5gigs. crap rite, i visit two blogs already 2mb used in 5 mins. i guess ill just use this to msn. no youtube, downloading :(

anyway, wanted to blog a few stuff b4 i left but din had the chance to, n then ill blog bout tazzie though i hardly took pictures cause alwez forget to bring my cam out. heh.

first blog post, is called

Jo. the good old days
hmm, i forgot when, i think 2 days b4 i left 4 kl, jo n her family came over. n yea, it was fun having her ard n we all toked n laughed n crap like the good old days.

so i had this picture of us from long long time ago

so i had this idea to take a modern picture just like tht..
when were 40+, old n wrinkly, we'll take another one. hehe. N another at 80! if we are still alive tht is..
group picture.

Next blog post

KL shopping and CNY
Went to KL with my family to get all my crap b4 goin tassie. bought shirts, pants, shoes, watch. its funny cause the amount of stuff i bought is almost half of wat i actually hav, but i dont hav much stuff anyway so..yea..

so normal card playing, visiting n ang pau collecting(<--din hav any left by the time i finished shopping), n all those chinese new year bullshit la.

i would hav missed my gurlfrens the whole trip but we msged non stop so it was like they were there, virtually. hee :D

4th day was my grandfathers bday, n we went to studio to take big family picture. but i dont hav tht picture yet cause i left b4 the guy could process it. i got some other pics though :d family..
this poser pic was my dads idea. im not turning into another amy. :D
i wanted a stupid looking but serious at the same time poser pic, like a wannabe poser tht dunno how to pose look, like a poser posing as a loser poser. get it? hahaha. i reread wat i just type aso i get confused. :D
me n my brother.
let me explain this picture. err, my bro took the pigs legs n stuff a chop stick up it. two pig legs actualli, then he played ard with it. so yea, in the pic i hav pig hands. thts about it.

last post 4 now la. mebbe later or 2moro i post about my trip with my family the day b4 i left to mines wonderland! of all places we go there. hehe

last post is for Nish n Esther

i love u two so so much.

i miss u two so so much.

so so so so ....to infinity much.

hehe. mushy n corny stuff, but true, from the bottom of my heart. so pretty horh, fierce tiger n ding dong dear.

Update

2008-01-29T07:09:00.000-08:00

hav been bz packing n wat not. n goin out with ppl im gonna miss

haven seen a lodgian in weeks. cant say i miss it
sorry carol i din see u n im goin liao. wad a fren rite :D

i cut my hair realli short. its ugly, but saves money when i go there. so, yea..

i hope i don get overweight. my luggage i mean haha. i got my guitar to carry summore. n loads more stuff from shopping in KL in the next few days.

im so gonna miss u n u. hehe. love u two lots.

so far, i got new sunglasses, new specs, new sweater, new this new tht. lol. i feel so new. n my shopping list is long. first time i look forward to shopping. :D

tasmania here i come. woot.

Bye gurl

2008-01-22T07:50:00.000-08:00

its funny how u don miss smth till its gone
n tht u dont noe wat uve missed
though its staring right in ur face, u miss it
now its gone, well, too late boy.

bye gurl.

uncovered some ancient photos of me n my family.
n we were so young, naive, n had so much fun doing all the simplest things.
sometimes i wish i was still a young lil kid, laughing at things like an adult acting like a chicken n wat not.
b4 u noe it, teenage jokes seem shit, n ill be laughing at political bullshit. lol.

Lifes Unfair

2008-01-15T16:03:00.000-08:00

long time no blog. not tht theres nth blog worthy. there is, lifes a drama. butthen, i dowan blog, how le?

lifes unfair
God, izit very amusing?
cause i dont find it amusing, not a tiny bit
emo? no la.

bye kuching. 15 days n counting.
emo? a bit la :D

Of gaybriels n outings

2007-12-23T05:27:00.000-08:00

Gabriels party on saturday...
karaoke was crappy. but we all give gab face n tried to sing n hear him sing. hes good btw
then dinner at rakutei
then shots n shots of vodka. i din get high. bernie did. heh

The alcohol n fire in mouth is so cool. ill post the vids when i get it from kev

so at 5am we slept. n i had to wake up at 7 for church. n rite after church i had to bring my 'gurl
frens dress shopping. it was fun. but tiring.

n i went home at 3 hoping i could finally slp when suddenly my family had this bright idea to go picnic n play in the river. n i was dragged along.

Tired!!!

2007-12-18T09:37:00.000-08:00

i want to break my goin out streak today
but suddenly bert n kel come my house n out i go again.
end the day with bowling. y bowling so boring now. hmmm
2moro. no go out.
if anyone shows up at my house, i wont open up. i wont.

Sien.

2007-12-17T09:47:00.001-08:00

Tired n broke

2007-12-16T09:36:00.001-08:00

yesterday i had 100.
now, less than 10.
:(

futsal yesterday damn nice but tiring. first time in months i hav muscle ache. N it feels so good haha
out from 8am to 1am. so tired
n i just heard shocking news.

bleh. man u boooo

New forum

2007-12-14T09:05:00.000-08:00

rmb form 5 or 4 we had a forum?

we hav a new one. for keeping in touch purposes. toking crap. n just remembering old times
its for our whole year.
lets all grow old together.
emo

http://z15.invisionfree.com/505/index.php?

Tht little cunt!

2007-12-14T07:46:00.000-08:00

wa, i think for 2 weeks almost 3 weeks i hav been goin out everyday without fail. i guess im making up for staying at home for almost a year with nth to do. hee

Tht lil cunt!
Bad ivan!
omg ivans high!

rod rod. nice to hang out with u again la. haha

N now,
i shuld thank albert lim
for being a damn good driver to me the whole year n making my year survivable
hee

Whisky filled chocolates

2007-12-13T09:34:00.000-08:00

At my Granfathers party Jo's family gave us whisky filled chocolates

It so happens i hav been wanting those for a long long time
chocolates...filled with whisky, bittersweet n a damn nice warm sensation after eating it. :D

so happy. TQ! :D

weee
unfortunately though, it was so much chocolate n just a tiny bit of whisky liquid in the centre. The ones i used to eat usually splash out when i bite into it. Oh well. better than nth. Thnx jo!

Its good! (Yii, Fabian)

Old school transformers

2007-12-12T13:25:00.000-08:00

~Transformers..more than meets the eye~

the cartoons r funny man.
a rock knocked optimus in truck form n he rolled down the cliff. then to be continued, n the commentary was 'what will happen to optimus prime? will he survive?'
hahahaha.
so funny how he roll down.
even funnier when the other autobots screamed 'nooooo! optimus!!'

n bumblebee got slapped in the face by one of the decepticons n fainted.

now..y couldnt the movie be more like the cartoons. :D

Insomiac

2007-12-12T12:28:00.000-08:00

u noe wats the worst feeling?

Tired, feeling sick.
n yet at 4.30 i cant get my freaking slp.
onli me to talk to.
n me is so uninteresting cause i noe me so well
or do i?..

~ramblings of a frustrated insomniac dude who needs to wake up early to go out with the 'jagung peng' guy

I want to go racing! but then again, i don think any car is lousier than my proton. y race when sure lose. lol. n then again i could die racing. but then again, wats life without risks. Hee

i want to dance. clubbing? nah... nish, come my house dance with me now. dance me to slp :(

I want to drink coffee liquor. no stock. n kinda dumb considering i want to slp.

Love.
wats love?
i dunno.
how can one tell when they hav never felt it.

I was a caterpillar.
now im a butterfly
but i want to be a Dragonfly le
bleh

Life.
is like a candle.
the brighter it burns
the better.
so burn baby burn.

Water.
is 60% of our body
or was it 70%...80%?
signs of bumming.

Time.
19 years.
?? more.
time. treasure it.

Girls
r like underwear.
without them we would feel incomplete.
ok..tht is so wtf.

WoW is wow.
seriously.
wow

Chinese songs
touch my heart
but wth
i don even understand.

now i feel like writing a poem,

Sunsets are a wondrous thing
it makes me wanna sing
at a little place called bing
with Jeffrey Ling

So lets all wake up
n drink 7-up
from a lil cup
n yell wasssuuuppppp

impromptu random stuff ends here cause my mind is getting tired.

omg. 5 am.

n now tht i think of it, insomniac is a company. they made ratchet n clank. oo

2007-12-11T03:42:00.000-08:00

Hav been goin out days in a row.
so tired
bleh

2007-12-07T10:49:00.000-08:00

i need to do smth wild n crazy. blah

2007-12-07T10:09:00.000-08:00

sleep 8-12
awake from 12-6
been like tht for a while. so screwed. lol

weeee

2007-12-05T09:47:00.001-08:00

i spoke too soon. it drizzled this afternoon. :D

omg wrestling is so lame.
cant believe some of us actually loved it. i never did.
but i did enjoy n miss 'five star frog splashing' ppl at rods house.
on the other hand, i don miss getting 'f-5'ed. lol

slap slap slap, unconcious. pussy big ass wrestlers. all acting man.
bloody hell they jump punch n kick then they cant even climb the ladder properly.
wrestling is for hollywood rejects.

Yada

2007-12-04T23:05:00.000-08:00

nice to see everyone again.
went out quite a lot these few days. stuck at home today though. bleh

It was raining for 4 days non stop in Kuching. n when i say non stop i mean non stop.

so when i saw the sun, i thought, yes! the moody feeling it brings is gone, but no! its so damn nice to slp when its raining.

bittersweet moment hee

i was running out of undies anyway. Yay sun!

u noe the fairy tale abt gold at the end of the rainbow?

well, at the end of kuchings rainbow we hav smth else

we so unique. wee

At Harts,
Gabriel was so happy n excited. He was practically bouncing around. LoL

Gab: ive been wanting to go harts for a very long time
*starts grabbing lotsa food*

--minutes later--

*chicken in one hand with a tortured look on his face*

Gab: Can help me eat please

last chicken he gobbled as much as he could. but end up spitting it in his bowl of tomato soup thingy n started using his spoon to cover it

N the staff saw him lol.

don think he will want to go harts anytime soon. haha

Life

2007-11-27T08:58:00.000-08:00

life is a fragile being
one day its healthy
the next
poof!

this is a story about someone i know

she was cheerful, compassionate, loyal
everytime i see her i can see the light in her eyes light up n she would be so happy just to see me. She ran around, a free spirit.

Then one day, she was knocked by a car
one leg broken, the other fractured at the joints. blood poured, n i was there as i watched her lose her legs. The doctors couldnt do anything. Either she is left without mobility which is her life itself or we decide to end her life.

she is my dog.

Let the truth be known

2007-11-13T09:26:00.000-08:00

lets get political. but first lets tok about a lil fairy tale i once heard.

there was once this forest. It was run by many diff types of animals. most brown, some yellow n some black. N it was a democratic forest

It has potential to be a successful forest. prospering in economy n all. but it was runned by a group of animals hu are retards n corrupt. Millions n millions of bucks...i mean "bugs" are corruptly stolen by these animals n put into their own pockets.

seriously if u read some auditors report, u see tht so many weird cases whr millions if not billions of the forests money just dissapearing. Imagine wat a great forest the animals could build with the money.

Although the animals are so corrupt, the other citizens of the forest are so ignorant of it. Things goin on behind their backs. N those kampung citizens bought by these animals.

N even the animals tribal meetings whr they select the leaders are rigged.

N now the citizens are protesting agaisnt the animals. fighting for democracy. now all they need to do is let the rest of the forest noe how bad the animals are and overthrow the animals, arrest them for corruption and prosper.

seriously. :D

Doh!

2007-11-13T07:47:00.000-08:00

funny how he embarasses himself. he should just stfu, if u don tok no one would noe ur stupid rite?

http://www.kennysia.com/archives/2007/11/the_zam_rap.php

No corrupted government no corruption
No corruption economy good
economy good country prosper
country prosper citizens benefit

woo~

blah

2007-11-06T09:48:00.000-08:00

recently Kennysia has been posting lotsa girl guy relationship stuff. so its got me thinking

Like izit true tht girls fall in love wif their hearts n guys fall in love with their eyes?
How girls are attracted to bad ass guys compared to nice guys.
go read kennysias posts...

wad do u think?

(haha..actualli this is also a test to see hu reads my blog but never comments. its like a "how dead is ur blog" test)

My new found love

2007-11-06T09:41:00.001-08:00

sheridans coffee liquor!

eh this is $%^*& awesome!
hehe :D

Bday

2007-11-06T09:30:00.000-08:00

it was fun.

hee.

Funny how childish monster games like Haunting ground scares the heck out of us macho 19 yr old men. U cant fight n onli can run from the huge guy n crazy maid. n man its so panicky n when something pops out of nowhere even huge guys like dex scream :D

love ya girlfriends..thnx for the day.

Thank you everyone.

2007-11-01T21:01:00.001-07:00

thnx. happy bday to me! heh

19 years pass so fast. Lodge, taylors n Eym.

enuf emo shit. time to parteh! :D

n i also realise smth.
U noe ur phone got radiation rite n its not healthy to hav it in ur pocket constantly. So i think rite, God made me bum for one year so i hardly hav my phone in my pants pocket...n so my weener is radiation free n healthy.
so for all u ppl hu still think i wasted one whole year, think again!

stupid theory but worth thinking over, no??

n comment sikit la...if not my as well i go tok to a wall o smth rite.